| Wow, I feel like a nooob. I almost didn't know how to post this entry.
No one looks at this anymore, so here's my time to vent!
I'm over high school, and I have been. I should be going off to college.
Seriously I don't talk to anyone at school except for a few people, and I don't care I just want outttttt already!
And I really need to get a life cuz I've just been sitting here looking at old xanga and old comments and shit..
It's depressing.....
I miss my old friends and my old life.
Gina, Gene, Justin.
We've all changed, and it sucks.
Gene is seriously like a different person. I don't even know him anymore.
I couldn't tell you the last time I've really talked to Justin, so I wouldn't even know how much he's changed.
As for Gina, she's pretty much the same Gina (which is a good thing), and I misss her.
I'm sure I've changed too, but I'd like to think for the better.
Not to say that I don't love my friends now and life for the most part, but I definitely wouldn't mind things being how they used to.
Maybe its security in familiarity?
I don't know, I should probably be sleeping considering it's 5 in the morning.
I misss you guys. =(
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| iiii misssss himmmmm & ilove my friends.
even though they all SUCK except for like, 4. oh oh oh oh ohoh welll.
bye loverss. |
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| my grades suck right now. all except for hon.english- my hardest class.
and foods101- my easiest class.
hahhh look at that.
they actually aren't THAT bad. except for 2classes.
even math is pretty good & i suck really bad at that. my mom just said i have to come home after school tommororw.
i HATE going home after school. so boring.
yeah, so i'm prolly not going to. i can't fall asleep. this sucks.
i like a boy a lot.
since prolly the begining of the year.
no, its not kory.
yes, i did date him inbetween.
yikes. i dont like many people at independence.
but i like my friends here.
so its all good.
people need to grow up & realize its better to have true friends than more friends.
who cares if someone doesn't like you?
you can't please everyone.
so might as well just please the people who you don't have to work for to get their affection.
because those are the people who are going to be there in the long run. i got a haircut.
so far everyone but kate has said they like it.
but maybe kate is the only honest person
& everyone else thinks its so ugly.
oh well.
i like it.
so screw them.(: i'm going to try & go to bed now.
again.
which means i'll be staring at my ceiling for another hour or so.
if i'm lucky.
goodnighttt.<33 (: |
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